im really pissed.

Current Mood: pissed off

i am currently addicted to The Postal Service. haha i just cant get enough of them. :p

anyway, just had our grad pic taken last friday. i just hope i'll look good. i am still sick and ive already missed a lot at school. the hardest thing is that i have to cope up with the discussions, requirements, chorale and the theresian mag while im in a bad condition. 

im desperate. gusto ko na gumaling. i see myself taking 3 tablets from different bottles every night and i tell you, it is not charming. if only there is a "magic tube" that can just pump out all the ailment you have inside of you. i am sick and tired of being sick and tired. 

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Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: DC sleeps- The Postal Service

we're done with all the arguments. thank you for everything :)

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: sabotage-beastie boys

i did something productive naman (i guess) on the 5 days of vacation the Egay gave us. haha. well i didnt just lie down (productive na to para sa akin). :p despite the flood and all i still manage to watch 4 cinemanila films. (ploy. 4 months, 3 weeks, 2 days. 2 days in Paris, Paris Je' Taime). bumabaha na at lahat, you'll find me loitering at gateway. hahaha well i was planning to watch 6 films but i didnt have enough time. 
saturday- i went to marc's party. :)
monday- cooked dinner for my family and christian

anyway, you might think its a bit late to post something about those 5 days. pero ung mga nangyare kasi those days hanggang ngaun hindi ako maka get over/ hanggang ngaun may epekto parin. haha

still downloading clips from Paris Je' Taime.
planning gimmicks with marc and his friends.
still cooking dinner. hahahaha.

thats how i define the word "bum" 

Current Mood: high
Current Music: La Meme Histoire-Feist

got sick last thursday night. didnt went to school yesterday. missed the first visit to the community (commonwealth). big headache. woke up an hour ago. breakfast. home alone. research paper. physics activity sheet. trigo quiz. UST application form. La Salle application form. dead.

Current Mood: sick

maybe we're just too smart that sometimes we just dont want to listen to what the other one is saying. or maybe its just me..watching too much love stories and MAYBE comparing them to ours. maybe its because of my pride that i think im always right. maybe im just over reacting. maybe its because im so self-centered. 

or would it be much more realistic if we delete the "maybes"?

i cant just give you up. i just cant. 

sige lang, just blame me all the time. pero im telling you i cant live like this forever and that there will be a time that i will just give up. 

lets go back to reality. you cant have me forever. sad to think that we will eventually split up..but thats just how it goes. 

tulad nung sinabi mo dati, habang nandito ittreasure.

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: gravity-john mayer

calendar check:   

July 31: mastery test
Aug1: eight month (GX)
Aug1-2: retreat
Aug4: UPCAT
Aug9-13: 1st quarter exams

why do people feel old when they celebrate their birthdays? 

weird, i feel very young when i celebrate mine. HAHA

Current Mood: tired

everytime i go to bed i dream of you. everytime i eat ice cream it reminds me of you.  :)
would you hold my head up high? 
would you make my life as big as the sky? 
would you spend the rest of your life with me? 

what can i do? what can i say to make you feel the same way that i do? 

Current Mood: loved

i've been thinking about my future. and ive list down the things i should have/ should have done before i retire from work. i am such a geek, i made a list! ;p

1. touch lives. 
2. buy myself a bmw
3. have a rest house at palawan
4. be engaged in a program that would benefit the poor
5. witness a person jump off a building
6. have kids. (a boy and a girl) ;p
7. have my own portfolio :)

more to come. more to come!!! as for now, i have to read christian's essay :)

Current Mood: high

wow. haha i never imagined myself creating a blog. im not really comfortable with the idea of updating people with what's happening in my life. but im starting to learn to accept it. :)

Current Mood: blank